This is RIDICULOUS!

I do not understand, I'm always hungry.  Nothing I seem to do is curing this never ending hunger.  I just want to eat, yeah I know how bad it is for me but I'm starving.  I really wish I could figure out what is going on.  I just want to eat and eat and eat....

(this is really what I feel like)

Now I know that I shouldn't just sit and eat, but lately that is all I want to do.  I just want to workout and then get home and eat.  And yes that is totally counter productive, but I don't know what else to do.  AH!! My diet has been great, until recently, all I wanted to do is eat crap.  Nothing that is good for me, nothing that will help me lose my weight, definitely nothing that I would allow my children to snack on just because they said their hungry.

Yeah, this is the butt chewing I'm going to get from my friends who are personal trainers, inspirations, motivators, and my support team.  By eating this way I feel like I'm letting them all down, because I know I'm letting myself down.

This might explain why I'm feeling yucky, I have zero energy, and I'm always exhausted.  I need to fix this problem like NOW!  I'm still not sure what I'm going to do to fix this.

Gossip!

No more gossip! I'm done! I can't handle it anymore. It just get you in trouble and ruins friendships. There is more to life than finding out what everyone else is up to, the 'dirt' that is. I love my friends but gossip is not worth losing a friendship over. I try my best to be gossip free, even if that means cutting back on extra volunteer activities in my life. Gossip is hurtful and I no long want any part of it. There is more to talk about than who is doing what, with whom, when the did it, and why. No more gossip, I am now gossip free!